Intuitive and trauma healing experience
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Hello wonderful people, so we came into a silver month again and I noticed some themes for my blog today. Looks like I am starting to suffer from my writing potential đ Today is one the most wonderful day of my life, one pretty calm and slow one. Where the last avoidant deactivation tactics left from my system, the same silent way, how it was always here.
It the magic of surrender and trust. We always want to heal us completely at once, but things happen always at the right time. If we in the bucket of our survival tactics, we will never succeed to see everything or get out from it an easy way. People say, the darkest hour is just before the dawn, it is certainly that, what happened to me lately. The last month was a deepest torture for me. I cryed, I was torn apart by conflicting parts, I was in survival mode, my intuition was in alarm state, unexpected new legal regulations stroke out my work cooperation plans and I had a risk to involve my work partner into a risk without being aware of it. Thanks to my intuitive guides so much for warning me! I worked the whole period on me and I acquired a huge stack of inner realisation.
The last days, it was like, all the heaviness disappeared, I started to come back to a creator position, where I can't be affected by fear or anything, what happenes outside of my ability to rewrite the reality. Big thanks to my best friend and all people, to whom I connect. We can't define our lacks without real connections in the most cases. It is a wonderful moment, when you meet someone, with whom you can grow over all pain, that one day, it happens, eternity together is not scary ANYMORE. And you meet some people and the society doesn't feel dangerous anymore. Maybe you are just safe, no matter where you locate geographically. This is courage to be safe, it doesn't depend on external circumstances. Thanks to my guidance to be always here for me, no matter which frequency I ever had (yes, you heard it properly). I think, I was incredibly loved and blessed by the universe. People think, they must always do the right thing to progress and manifest, be always intact and on a higher frequency. But the right thing has never existed. I was never an easy student of the universe, a very rebellious one, but was never left behind, since I was born. This moment (included different dates in the first half of the year) I saw in my dreams more than a decade ago the first time. I was preparing very detailed for the creation of the breakthrough of my own healing. Yeah, in 2014 and all years after that. It was interesting to recognize that over years I saw many predictive dreams about literary 6 months of my life. And you will never believe this month and year is shown on my apartment door, â 115. Well it is not a numerological article to explain everything in detail. I intend to celebrate together with you this unique moment, then it can encourage you to love and never to give up.
It the magic of surrender and trust. We always want to heal us completely at once, but things happen always at the right time. If we in the bucket of our survival tactics, we will never succeed to see everything or get out from it an easy way. People say, the darkest hour is just before the dawn, it is certainly that, what happened to me lately. The last month was a deepest torture for me. I cryed, I was torn apart by conflicting parts, I was in survival mode, my intuition was in alarm state, unexpected new legal regulations stroke out my work cooperation plans and I had a risk to involve my work partner into a risk without being aware of it. Thanks to my intuitive guides so much for warning me! I worked the whole period on me and I acquired a huge stack of inner realisation.
The last days, it was like, all the heaviness disappeared, I started to come back to a creator position, where I can't be affected by fear or anything, what happenes outside of my ability to rewrite the reality. Big thanks to my best friend and all people, to whom I connect. We can't define our lacks without real connections in the most cases. It is a wonderful moment, when you meet someone, with whom you can grow over all pain, that one day, it happens, eternity together is not scary ANYMORE. And you meet some people and the society doesn't feel dangerous anymore. Maybe you are just safe, no matter where you locate geographically. This is courage to be safe, it doesn't depend on external circumstances. Thanks to my guidance to be always here for me, no matter which frequency I ever had (yes, you heard it properly). I think, I was incredibly loved and blessed by the universe. People think, they must always do the right thing to progress and manifest, be always intact and on a higher frequency. But the right thing has never existed. I was never an easy student of the universe, a very rebellious one, but was never left behind, since I was born. This moment (included different dates in the first half of the year) I saw in my dreams more than a decade ago the first time. I was preparing very detailed for the creation of the breakthrough of my own healing. Yeah, in 2014 and all years after that. It was interesting to recognize that over years I saw many predictive dreams about literary 6 months of my life. And you will never believe this month and year is shown on my apartment door, â 115. Well it is not a numerological article to explain everything in detail. I intend to celebrate together with you this unique moment, then it can encourage you to love and never to give up.
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If you only investigate on your intuition, I had an interesting case yesterday, I was on the way to the supermarket and the automatic gate didn't open itself. I stopped immediately, I thought maybe I will need my money for something different soon, but then I remembered, that I don't have any glucose at home. Since I have diabetes, it is not good for me.
Many of you maybe care about retrograde mercury, I am not an astrologist, but I used to observe, what comes back to me during this time. I met my reincarnational soulmate in the fading moon shortly before mercury retrograde some years ago. Now I perceive, that I come back to my initial condition of love before any trauma, in some sense it happened centuries ago, I never traced it earlier as my previous closely related to me reincarnation. Well generally I did, but disbelived the result or it was too vage. Nevertheless my trauma happened a very long time ago, as probably by the most people on earth. I am able to find my way back to initial condition of love and safety now. Maybe it like coming closer to your soul in a way.
I wish much love to you and quit any self-judgement, please. You are a powerful creature! Too powerful to tag yourself with any judgments.
P.S. While writing this article, I had to work on my gaslighting patterns. It is a very important theme by intuitive people. But we don't speak about it today.
Consciousness and prosperity to earth!
With appreciation,
Aideen đ
Many of you maybe care about retrograde mercury, I am not an astrologist, but I used to observe, what comes back to me during this time. I met my reincarnational soulmate in the fading moon shortly before mercury retrograde some years ago. Now I perceive, that I come back to my initial condition of love before any trauma, in some sense it happened centuries ago, I never traced it earlier as my previous closely related to me reincarnation. Well generally I did, but disbelived the result or it was too vage. Nevertheless my trauma happened a very long time ago, as probably by the most people on earth. I am able to find my way back to initial condition of love and safety now. Maybe it like coming closer to your soul in a way.
I wish much love to you and quit any self-judgement, please. You are a powerful creature! Too powerful to tag yourself with any judgments.
P.S. While writing this article, I had to work on my gaslighting patterns. It is a very important theme by intuitive people. But we don't speak about it today.
Consciousness and prosperity to earth!
With appreciation,
Aideen đ
