As I mentioned in October searching an advice in your anchestral connection can be much more effective as elsewhere else. I experienced it myself and it observed interesting things around me. Not every person is closely connected to their ancestral path, some people have more feeling for it as the other, anyway we are all a part of our anchestal story with everything: wisdom and pain.
I was always connected to the understanding of my ancestry in a very close way. You know, all those wonderful stories of generations. I started to feel some kind of accelerated influence since the end of August, after I met an anchestal spirit, who cared my family and me personally a very heavy burden away.
Lately I was working a lot on my inborn nomadism and mobility stress in the childhood as a type of trauma, since I am an offspring of nomadic tribes and migrating people of any kind. As well as on healing of patriarchal abuse and oppression wounds and subtle dependency legacy.
Also being from the traditional esoteric family and so called witch-liniage, I reinterpreted for myself such supposedly "saint" concepts as anchestal and reincarnational carma. Universe is love, it can't punish us for anything, the only one who punish us — we ourselves. We are creators of our and the common reality. For sure we do know our "negative" ancestral patterns, but we choosed this way, maybe reasons for that is not punishing, but conscious choice of our soul.
Punishment is a patriarchal notion, that is rooted in violent raising of children, which is not actual today anymore. When we are healed, we are not destructive and we give naturally. I mean, "giving and receiving" is giving from the heart, because I aspire and I love, but I allow to receive as well. The outdated version of it: "you should give, to become something and avoid punishment". If we speak about balance it is the same important to be able to receive love from everywhere, as to love. Love is not a sacrifice. One of my friends said years ago: "People speak only about giving and receiving in relationship, but in fact when people are a unity it is completely different level of interaction." We don't always receive the same way as we give. It is nature of love, some people, animals, ideas in our inviroment need more support over time, the others can get support also from the different directions, from nature or beauty, other people. People focus about needs today, it is important to know and express your needs, but it doesn't mean that we should await the same quantity of commitment as we give from someone. We just are not able to measure love and commitment. You will probably never able to measure the love of your parents or caregivers and compensate it to them (in the most cases).
Suffering is something incovienint emotionally, but from the view of cosmos is only a way. It is not good not bad. It is not about becoming saint and avoid punishment, it is about oppression of the civilization as it was young, and it was raised with very harsh methods of survival and social illusive hierarchy, where protectiveness and leadership could become a jale for the the leader and torture for the others. We should understand, we are a system. So many people understand it, how much they would like to change all things or ran away, or get rid of it. Nevertheless the most surprisingly, when we are ready to elaborate our patterns completely (maybe it was a pretty long way), we feel thankfulness oftentimes. I mean, it our way, it belongs to us, the same as water belong to the sea waves and to the moon. When we are cycle breakers nevertheless we can feel a lot of grief, resentment, bitterness, sadness, aggression (in case of narcissistic patterns f.e.). These emotions are a part this way, we are able to deal with it one way or another. One moment it can just evolve itself into appreciation, acceptance, joy, inspiration, as if it was just a fog or a magic dream of the past. No matter what you feel about your ancestry at the moment, I wish you to be aligned with your path.
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P. S. It is the last regular Tarot-numerological forecast, I need to care for myself, my needs and my artistic calling. I do tarot investigations of social kind time to time since many years, because my compation was always with people in the world, but I need to care about myself. It is a lot of work to promote one blog article and bring it to people, I can't hire a support right now, anyway I am so happy it could be helpful for some people and I am very appreciativ for your energy, attention to my visionary and likes on sns! Take care of you! If you are a natural dreamer, it is enough! To transform the world together. Wisdom arises in stillness!
Healing and prosperity to the earth!
Much love,
Aideen