Happy birthday, Aideen! ✨
Centuries of fear and loneliness for autonomy and sovereignty
Or what is my personal definition of success?
My definition of success
August is a magic time for me, where I personally cross the chronological line and become in a way more officially older as before. Also from August summer looses its "hot devastation power" on me and I feel the breath of the upcoming autumn.
Anytime we gain an astronomical year and leave one behind us, some of us have tendency for reflection.
Nowadays people speak often in self-development culture that success is personally defined. I thought about it many times already in the past. Lately I noticed, anytime people say that my words touch their emotions, it makes me incredibly happy. I remembered how in 2021 as I published my first poetry book, I wrote in my biography: "My dream is to move you to tears".
After all I think, success is not visibility (also when it is needed, I guess) and not abundance. Abundance is ability of a person to become as much as they give and trust the environment. It can be connected to success, but it is not it's essence.
Success to my definition is an alignment with the very specific personal credo. My personal success description would be "to touch feelings of other people with my words".
Also when my analytical and structural thinking is also very important for me and my work, it is already a different story. ✨
Afterwards I publish "Baby, we are legends!" The poem was written a year ago the same time of the year as now, before I reached my 40s gate. I speak there about some kind of freedom aspiration and longing for creative people, including my best friend (baby🙂) and the other humans. And after a year, I think, I am much more on the way to it. Since it lives more in us as outside of us.
August is a magic time for me, where I personally cross the chronological line and become in a way more officially older as before. Also from August summer looses its "hot devastation power" on me and I feel the breath of the upcoming autumn.
Anytime we gain an astronomical year and leave one behind us, some of us have tendency for reflection.
Nowadays people speak often in self-development culture that success is personally defined. I thought about it many times already in the past. Lately I noticed, anytime people say that my words touch their emotions, it makes me incredibly happy. I remembered how in 2021 as I published my first poetry book, I wrote in my biography: "My dream is to move you to tears".
After all I think, success is not visibility (also when it is needed, I guess) and not abundance. Abundance is ability of a person to become as much as they give and trust the environment. It can be connected to success, but it is not it's essence.
Success to my definition is an alignment with the very specific personal credo. My personal success description would be "to touch feelings of other people with my words".
Also when my analytical and structural thinking is also very important for me and my work, it is already a different story. ✨
Afterwards I publish "Baby, we are legends!" The poem was written a year ago the same time of the year as now, before I reached my 40s gate. I speak there about some kind of freedom aspiration and longing for creative people, including my best friend (baby🙂) and the other humans. And after a year, I think, I am much more on the way to it. Since it lives more in us as outside of us.
Happiness of being seen in autonomy
In the end I think, I was born this time to be free and motivate other people for freedom with my creativity, not political or social freedom, which is dependent on common reality, but inner freedom. I think I was always pretty an idealistic moralist, especially in my youth, but I don't regret anything. As was 10 years old, my favorite book was Les Misérables by Victor Hugo
and my dream was to become a revolutionary. I was some times physically damaged by protecting other people and speaking out my truth straightforwardly, including my broken nose and damaged finger. Unexpectedly I recognized now, that already in my past life, I learned that speaking my thruth will hurt... And wishing fairness for someone will hurt. Anyway it is not so anymore today. Of course, observing the situation around us, it is difficult to believe it is not so, nevertheless this situation is a result of our common reality creation. And of our forebears' one and their vision. As I had to adapt so much in my life cause of my intuition lifestyle or my dreamer character or any other reasons, but also I was in rebellion as the other part of me, it was difficult to believe that people could understand me. However we can't bring unusual and out of the box ideas to the world without going the risk of being rejected, since individual difference makes us strong as the society, not the likeness. In spite of this fact after all years of being in people-pleasing and strategical adapting, I don't regret anything looking back. As I could support some people and some friends, I am happy about that. Sometimes it made me frustrated, as I had a feeling to speak to wrong people, but it was an illusion. No spoken word of elevation could be ever wrong. Because to inspire people has always been a part my character, it belongs to me and I have the right to go my own path.
Now I have no wifi over a week, I don't care. I think, it is a retreat, I was longing for. Mobile internet doesn't work good in my region. I am not bounded anymore by the common understanding how it must be, concerning celebrations. I enjoy stillness. It is a bliss to be connected to people, but perserving your space, being seen, but stayin in your autonomy and authority. Speaking out loud without fear to be distorted. I wish you sincerely all these things as well! You are a divine creator, have no fear to leave in this world anymore! You are not along within this! 🌟💫✨
#dreamerchangetheworld #dreamerschange
#stillnessisresistense
Dreamy fog greetings,
Aideen
In the end I think, I was born this time to be free and motivate other people for freedom with my creativity, not political or social freedom, which is dependent on common reality, but inner freedom. I think I was always pretty an idealistic moralist, especially in my youth, but I don't regret anything. As was 10 years old, my favorite book was Les Misérables by Victor Hugo
and my dream was to become a revolutionary. I was some times physically damaged by protecting other people and speaking out my truth straightforwardly, including my broken nose and damaged finger. Unexpectedly I recognized now, that already in my past life, I learned that speaking my thruth will hurt... And wishing fairness for someone will hurt. Anyway it is not so anymore today. Of course, observing the situation around us, it is difficult to believe it is not so, nevertheless this situation is a result of our common reality creation. And of our forebears' one and their vision. As I had to adapt so much in my life cause of my intuition lifestyle or my dreamer character or any other reasons, but also I was in rebellion as the other part of me, it was difficult to believe that people could understand me. However we can't bring unusual and out of the box ideas to the world without going the risk of being rejected, since individual difference makes us strong as the society, not the likeness. In spite of this fact after all years of being in people-pleasing and strategical adapting, I don't regret anything looking back. As I could support some people and some friends, I am happy about that. Sometimes it made me frustrated, as I had a feeling to speak to wrong people, but it was an illusion. No spoken word of elevation could be ever wrong. Because to inspire people has always been a part my character, it belongs to me and I have the right to go my own path.
Now I have no wifi over a week, I don't care. I think, it is a retreat, I was longing for. Mobile internet doesn't work good in my region. I am not bounded anymore by the common understanding how it must be, concerning celebrations. I enjoy stillness. It is a bliss to be connected to people, but perserving your space, being seen, but stayin in your autonomy and authority. Speaking out loud without fear to be distorted. I wish you sincerely all these things as well! You are a divine creator, have no fear to leave in this world anymore! You are not along within this! 🌟💫✨
#dreamerchangetheworld #dreamerschange
#stillnessisresistense
Dreamy fog greetings,
Aideen
